When I woke up the next morning, Chris was just laying there staring at me. "Do you feel okay?" He asked. "Yeah. Why?" I said. "Just making sure." He said. "I have missed your company these last few days." "I'm sorry." I said. "And not just the sex if that's what you're thinking." He said smiling. "I know." I giggled. "I talked to Brody earlier." He said. "He talked to Kevin and you can go back to work tomorrow if you want." "Okay." "Yeah? I was afraid you were going to get upset." He said. "Nah. I need the money." I said. "Okay." He said. "This is silly." I said. "I'm the one who is suppose to be taking care of you." "You gonna stay in with me today?" He asked. I nodded. "Sarah is taking me to my doctors appointment tomorrow afternoon." He said. "Okay." I said. "I feel like I'm a burden here." He said. "You're not. I promise." I said. "I want to know if you want me to move in with Sarah." He said. "What?" I asked starting to cry. His eyes started to tear up and he didn't say anything. "No." I said shaking my head. "No." He just nodded. "No." I said again. I hugged him. "I never want you to go." He sniffed, so I could tell he was crying. I felt horrible. "I'm just a mess right now." He said clearing his throat. "And I should have been here for you." I sobbed. "My meds are screwing me up." He said. "And you-" He sniffed again. I started crying harder. "You keep leaving. I don't know what I did to upset you so much." He said, finishing his sentence. "Cause I suck." I said. He let go of me. His eyes were all red and watery. He had tears dripping down his face. He smiled as he lifted up his shirt and wiped his eyes. "What?" I asked. "You said you suck." He said. "But that has never been a problem with me." I giggled. "Shut up." I hit him playfully and he pulled me into his arms again. "I guess we're both a mess right now." He said. He let go of me. He placed his palms on my cheeks and wiped under my eyes with his thumbs. He stared deep into my eyes and it made me smile. I hated how confused I was about my feelings for him. He was amazing. How could I not want him? He scooted closer to me. He leaned forward and kissed me softly. He put his hands down on my thighs. "I care about you so much." He said softly. He looked like he was trying not to cry again. "I don't know what I would do if anything ever happen to you." I got up on my knees and put my arms around his kneck. He ran my fingers through his hair. "You're incredible." I blurted out, then giggled. The straight look on his face didn't change. I leaned forward and kissed him.
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When I woke up the next morning, Chris was just laying there staring at me.
"Do you feel okay?" He asked.
"Yeah. Why?" I said.
"Just making sure." He said. "I have missed your company these last few days."
"I'm sorry." I said.
"And not just the sex if that's what you're thinking." He said smiling.
"I know." I giggled.
"I talked to Brody earlier." He said. "He talked to Kevin and you can go back to work tomorrow if you want."
"Okay."
"Yeah? I was afraid you were going to get upset." He said.
"Nah. I need the money." I said.
"Okay." He said.
"This is silly." I said. "I'm the one who is suppose to be taking care of you."
"You gonna stay in with me today?" He asked.
I nodded.
"Sarah is taking me to my doctors appointment tomorrow afternoon." He said.
"Okay." I said.
"I feel like I'm a burden here." He said.
"You're not. I promise." I said.
"I want to know if you want me to move in with Sarah." He said.
"What?" I asked starting to cry.
His eyes started to tear up and he didn't say anything.
"No." I said shaking my head. "No."
He just nodded.
"No." I said again. I hugged him. "I never want you to go."
He sniffed, so I could tell he was crying. I felt horrible.
"I'm just a mess right now." He said clearing his throat.
"And I should have been here for you." I sobbed.
"My meds are screwing me up." He said. "And you-" He sniffed again.
I started crying harder.
"You keep leaving. I don't know what I did to upset you so much." He said, finishing his sentence.
"Cause I suck." I said. He let go of me. His eyes were all red and watery. He had tears dripping down his face. He smiled as he lifted up his shirt and wiped his eyes.
"What?" I asked.
"You said you suck." He said. "But that has never been a problem with me."
I giggled. "Shut up." I hit him playfully and he pulled me into his arms again.
"I guess we're both a mess right now." He said. He let go of me. He placed his palms on my cheeks and wiped under my eyes with his thumbs. He stared deep into my eyes and it made me smile. I hated how confused I was about my feelings for him. He was amazing. How could I not want him? He scooted closer to me. He leaned forward and kissed me softly. He put his hands down on my thighs.
"I care about you so much." He said softly. He looked like he was trying not to cry again. "I don't know what I would do if anything ever happen to you."
I got up on my knees and put my arms around his kneck. He ran my fingers through his hair.
"You're incredible." I blurted out, then giggled.
The straight look on his face didn't change. I leaned forward and kissed him.
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