"Have you ever tried Heroin?" I asked as I leaned back up against the headboard. "Yeah." Rob said as he sniffed the last line. He let out a sigh of relief. "Did you like it?" I asked. "Yeah." He said. "What was it like?" I asked. "Heaven." He said. I smiled. "Heaven." I repeated. "Yes. Heaven." He said. "I would like to feel like heaven." I said. He looked over at me. He wiped his nose and climbed over onto my lap facing me. He started kissing me. "This is better than Heroin." He whispered. He leaned down and kissed my neck. "What is?" I giggled. "Doing you." He said. I giggled. I leaned back and closed my eyes. I wasn't really sure what he was doing at that point, but I felt his lips and hands roaming all over me. I giggled. He climbed up on top of me. "I wish I was Chris." He said as we started to have sex. "You would like to be so stupid that you burn the shit out of your hand and arm? And so fucking psyhotic that you break a glass on purpose and cut the shit out of your hand?" I said. He looked up at me and placed his hand tightly onto my chin. It scared me and my heart started beating so fast that I could feel it pumping through my chest. "Blair, look at me." He said. I looked him in the eyes. "He is the best thing for you." He said. "You are so lucky that you have someone that loves you that much." "You're hurting me." I said as a tear dripped down my face. He let go of me roughly and my head banged into the headboard. I just closed my eyes until he climbed off of me. "I didn't mean to hurt you." He said getting dressed. "It just pisses me off when people think their lives suck so much. They don't even realize all the love they have right in front of their faces." When he finished getting dressed, he placed my clothes next to me on the bed. He leaned down and gave me a kiss. He smiled. "That was amazing though I must say." He said. I smiled. "I'm going to go get us some water." He said. When he walked out of the room, I put my shirt on. I didn't bother to put anything else on yet. I tried to think about the things Rob had just told me, but I couldn't really focus on the thoughts long enough. For some reason, I just kept imagining myself flying on a Unicorn when I closed my eyes. "I'm weird." I said when Rob walked back into the room. "Why?" "Cause I keep imagining what it would be like to fly through some beautiful place on a Unicorn. I think the place I am picturing myself flying over is far too beautiful to even be real too." I said. He laughed. "That is weird." He said smiling. I rolled my eyes. "Shut up."
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"Have you ever tried Heroin?" I asked as I leaned back up against the headboard.
"Yeah." Rob said as he sniffed the last line. He let out a sigh of relief.
"Did you like it?" I asked.
"Yeah." He said.
"What was it like?" I asked.
"Heaven." He said.
I smiled. "Heaven." I repeated.
"Yes. Heaven." He said.
"I would like to feel like heaven." I said.
He looked over at me. He wiped his nose and climbed over onto my lap facing me. He started kissing me. "This is better than Heroin." He whispered. He leaned down and kissed my neck.
"What is?" I giggled.
"Doing you." He said.
I giggled. I leaned back and closed my eyes. I wasn't really sure what he was doing at that point, but I felt his lips and hands roaming all over me. I giggled. He climbed up on top of me. "I wish I was Chris." He said as we started to have sex.
"You would like to be so stupid that you burn the shit out of your hand and arm? And so fucking psyhotic that you break a glass on purpose and cut the shit out of your hand?" I said.
He looked up at me and placed his hand tightly onto my chin. It scared me and my heart started beating so fast that I could feel it pumping through my chest.
"Blair, look at me." He said.
I looked him in the eyes.
"He is the best thing for you." He said. "You are so lucky that you have someone that loves you that much."
"You're hurting me." I said as a tear dripped down my face. He let go of me roughly and my head banged into the headboard. I just closed my eyes until he climbed off of me.
"I didn't mean to hurt you." He said getting dressed. "It just pisses me off when people think their lives suck so much. They don't even realize all the love they have right in front of their faces."
When he finished getting dressed, he placed my clothes next to me on the bed. He leaned down and gave me a kiss. He smiled. "That was amazing though I must say." He said.
I smiled.
"I'm going to go get us some water." He said.
When he walked out of the room, I put my shirt on. I didn't bother to put anything else on yet. I tried to think about the things Rob had just told me, but I couldn't really focus on the thoughts long enough. For some reason, I just kept imagining myself flying on a Unicorn when I closed my eyes.
"I'm weird." I said when Rob walked back into the room.
"Why?"
"Cause I keep imagining what it would be like to fly through some beautiful place on a Unicorn. I think the place I am picturing myself flying over is far too beautiful to even be real too." I said.
He laughed. "That is weird." He said smiling.
I rolled my eyes. "Shut up."
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