"I don't beleive it." Jake said. "I swear to god, I want to fucking kill him." "Jake." I said. "What the fuck am I suppose to do?" He asked. "I can't tell my Mom. It would crush her." "They were seperated." I blurted out. "I don't fucking care." He said. "He kept a huge secret. That is a fucking huge secret." "You're my half brother." I said. "Yeah. Good thing we never hooked up." He said. He looked at me and I smiled. He smiled back. He sighed. "I've got to get home. I'll call Kevin." "Okay." I said. "Call me if you need anything." "Thanks." He said smiling. I went back inside. "Are you okay?" Brody asked. "No." I said starting to cry. "Blair." He said jumping up from the couch. He took my hand and walked me to the bathroom. He put the toilet cover down and sat down. He pulled me onto his lap. We just sat there while I cried. Everything was all starting to hit me. Did she know that Chuck had a family? Did she know Chuck had a son? How could he leave his family, start a new one, then go back to the first one pretending the second one never happen? I had a million questions running through my head and I couldn't take it. "Let's go to my place." He said. "Come on." He pushed me up and stood up. "I can't go." I said. "Blair, fuck Kevin." He said. I shook my head no. There was a knock on the bathroom door. "Hey. Blair? You in there?" I heard Kevin ask. "Yeah." Brody said. He got up and opened the door. "We're slow. Take her home." He told Brody. I looked at him and he nodded at me, the winked smiling. "We got it covered." He told me. "Take her home." "Thanks." Brody told him. "Of course." He said nodding. Brody put his arm around me and we walked to my car. He offered to drive, so I let him. He drove to his place. The only person I wanted to see at that moment was Chris. I wasn't thinking straight. I never did when I was upset and Chris knew how to talk me through hard times without letting me do anything stupid. I always made bad choices when I was upset thinking they would make me feel better. We walked into the house and he sat me down on the couch. "I shouldn't he here." I said wiping my eyes. I had calmed down a little on the ride to the house. I took a deep breath. "Yes you should." He said sitting down next to me. He handed me a glass of water. "No I shouldn't." I said. He put his hand on my shoulder and I backed away a little. "Sorry." He said looking confused. I stood up. "I better get home." He stood up and hugged me. "It's okay. Please stay. I don't want you driving anywhere upset." He said. I put my arms around him and I could feel the small muscles in his back. I ran my hand up his back and squeezed him tight. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Kiss him and I'll kick your ass." I told myself. I felt his hand go up the back of my neck and a chill ran up my spine. I giggled. He let go of me. "What?" He asked. I smiled. "Nothing." "Okay, weirdo." He said. He laughed and walked out of the room to the kitchen. I heard him moving some stuff around. "Hello!" I shouted to myself. "What?" He asked. I sighed loudly with frustration. "Maybe it's a good thing he's so fucking clueless." I said to myself. "What?" He asked as he walked back into the room. I sat back down on the couch. "Nothing." I sighed. He was sure good at ruining nice moments. I was beyond frustrated. "Really. I better get home." I said. "You're not gonna tell me what's up?" He asked. "I'll call you at midnight. I promise." I said. "You havn't done that in ages." He said. "Well, I will tonight." I said smiling. He smiled. "Okay." "Bye." I said waving. I left his house and went back home. I saw Chris in the kitchen when I walked in. I threw my purse onto the counter and walked over to him. I grabbed him and started kissing him. "Is your sister here?" I asked. "She's asleep." He said. "Good." I said slipping his shirt off over his head. "Whoa." He said. "I had a very rough day." I said. He took my hand. "And I'd love to make you feel better, but let's do it in your bedroom." He said. I shook my head no and put my arms around him. "Right here." I said. He smiled. "Well, this is a first." He leaned down and started kissing me. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He turned around and set me down on the counter. He slid my shirt off and threw it onto the floor. We heard GiGi start to cry. We both laughed. "Shit." He said softly. He picked me up and ran to my bedroom. He threw me on the bed and jumped on top of me. We both laughed. "Shh." He said. Neither of us could stop laughing. "Shh." He said again. I smiled and giggled. "Sorry, Mr. Serious."
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"I don't beleive it." Jake said. "I swear to god, I want to fucking kill him."
"Jake." I said.
"What the fuck am I suppose to do?" He asked. "I can't tell my Mom. It would crush her."
"They were seperated." I blurted out.
"I don't fucking care." He said. "He kept a huge secret. That is a fucking huge secret."
"You're my half brother." I said.
"Yeah. Good thing we never hooked up." He said. He looked at me and I smiled. He smiled back. He sighed. "I've got to get home. I'll call Kevin."
"Okay." I said. "Call me if you need anything."
"Thanks." He said smiling.
I went back inside. "Are you okay?" Brody asked.
"No." I said starting to cry.
"Blair." He said jumping up from the couch. He took my hand and walked me to the bathroom. He put the toilet cover down and sat down. He pulled me onto his lap. We just sat there while I cried. Everything was all starting to hit me. Did she know that Chuck had a family? Did she know Chuck had a son? How could he leave his family, start a new one, then go back to the first one pretending the second one never happen? I had a million questions running through my head and I couldn't take it.
"Let's go to my place." He said. "Come on." He pushed me up and stood up.
"I can't go." I said.
"Blair, fuck Kevin." He said.
I shook my head no. There was a knock on the bathroom door.
"Hey. Blair? You in there?" I heard Kevin ask.
"Yeah." Brody said. He got up and opened the door.
"We're slow. Take her home." He told Brody. I looked at him and he nodded at me, the winked smiling. "We got it covered." He told me. "Take her home."
"Thanks." Brody told him.
"Of course." He said nodding.
Brody put his arm around me and we walked to my car. He offered to drive, so I let him. He drove to his place. The only person I wanted to see at that moment was Chris. I wasn't thinking straight. I never did when I was upset and Chris knew how to talk me through hard times without letting me do anything stupid. I always made bad choices when I was upset thinking they would make me feel better. We walked into the house and he sat me down on the couch. "I shouldn't he here." I said wiping my eyes. I had calmed down a little on the ride to the house. I took a deep breath. "Yes you should." He said sitting down next to me. He handed me a glass of water.
"No I shouldn't." I said.
He put his hand on my shoulder and I backed away a little.
"Sorry." He said looking confused.
I stood up. "I better get home."
He stood up and hugged me. "It's okay. Please stay. I don't want you driving anywhere upset." He said. I put my arms around him and I could feel the small muscles in his back. I ran my hand up his back and squeezed him tight. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. "Kiss him and I'll kick your ass." I told myself. I felt his hand go up the back of my neck and a chill ran up my spine. I giggled. He let go of me. "What?" He asked.
I smiled. "Nothing."
"Okay, weirdo." He said. He laughed and walked out of the room to the kitchen. I heard him moving some stuff around.
"Hello!" I shouted to myself.
"What?" He asked.
I sighed loudly with frustration. "Maybe it's a good thing he's so fucking clueless." I said to myself.
"What?" He asked as he walked back into the room. I sat back down on the couch. "Nothing." I sighed.
He was sure good at ruining nice moments. I was beyond frustrated.
"Really. I better get home." I said.
"You're not gonna tell me what's up?" He asked.
"I'll call you at midnight. I promise." I said.
"You havn't done that in ages." He said.
"Well, I will tonight." I said smiling.
He smiled. "Okay."
"Bye." I said waving. I left his house and went back home. I saw Chris in the kitchen when I walked in. I threw my purse onto the counter and walked over to him. I grabbed him and started kissing him. "Is your sister here?" I asked.
"She's asleep." He said.
"Good." I said slipping his shirt off over his head.
"Whoa." He said.
"I had a very rough day." I said.
He took my hand. "And I'd love to make you feel better, but let's do it in your bedroom." He said.
I shook my head no and put my arms around him. "Right here." I said.
He smiled. "Well, this is a first." He leaned down and started kissing me. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He turned around and set me down on the counter. He slid my shirt off and threw it onto the floor. We heard GiGi start to cry. We both laughed. "Shit." He said softly. He picked me up and ran to my bedroom. He threw me on the bed and jumped on top of me. We both laughed. "Shh." He said. Neither of us could stop laughing. "Shh." He said again.
I smiled and giggled. "Sorry, Mr. Serious."
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